if i have to write something, does it have to be good?

i feel a commitment to this noncommittal blog. i have to write something everyday... but it also helps to keep me in check. and by keep me in check, im trying to say that it keeps me occupied, and from eating food. i should stop eating food... i mean stop snacking (but i would never skip meals). how did i get from the topic of feeling obligated to write in this, to talking about my eating habits. i must have some issues, because today (after an "exciting" six hours of cleaning kitchens at interfaith for community service) i came home, and felt the need to clean my own kitchen, for TWO HOURS. im telling you, i could think of a million better ways to spend two hours on my thursday night, but for some unknown reason, i wanted to do that. hmm, i still have not figured out why i did that. but it made my famfam really happy! but now im all bleachy, but too lazy to take a shower... if i was more energetic i would be in the shower right now. but im not, so its ok.